Fear is a terrible thing. It can weaken you and make you negative when you most need to be BRAVE and STRONG.
As Chris continues to deteriorate - mentally and physically - I find myself having moments of absolute FEAR. The kind where your heart starts to race and you have to fight or flight - but there is nothing to fight and nowhere to go. As Chris' behaviour becomes more agrumentative, more angry, I find myself reaching into the depths of my patience to bring him back to the loving and gentle soul he truly is.
Please, God, make Chris well!
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